Thursday, September 30, 2010

Some days..like today.and we are off to Ocean Beach

Some days I miss my mom some. Some days more. Some days lots. Some days it is an overwhelming amount. I am a tough person. A single mom to twins and work my butt off on a daily basis. Aren't some days am I aloud to say enough? Enough is enough? I look at my beautiful twin daughters and thank God everyday for them. I am so darn greatful beyond belief!!! I just miss my mom today. I think about if she could meet her grandkids and how she would go to the moon and back for them. Take them everywhere and do EVERYTHING in life for them. They could see what a wonderful person she was. How intelligent and sharp she was. How she was a twin too. How she was friends with everyone on the planet and then some. How she had an attitude. How clever she was. How she made sure I went to college even though at the time I was not in the mood. I guess somedays I just wish for her to be here for one day. One day is all I am asking. One day.

Did I mention on a happy note my kids and I are going on a road trip in about five hours! Heading to San Diego a six hour drive alone with twin one yr olds that never been in a car over a half hour since they were born! Planes yes- but not car. I am scared. I hope me and my twins are good! Again I am tough. LOL. What do you do when you are a single mom? Lots of singing and talking I guess. Going to OB and Sea World and MB. To see family, visit the ocean, the beach, the water, and just have some family fun time. Also "Papa" my Dad is turning 60 this week! Wowsers! I can't wait to see my Dad and all the family in Diego tomorrow. And I can't wait for cooler temperatures! I am sure I will have lots of pics of the girls first visit to the ocean in San Diego and Sea World! Just hope we make the drive smoothly! Planning to leave early and just maybe they will sleep a bit! Staying in OB since it is cheaper than MB. I love OB anyhow. More my style.

Katie

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