Birthday Thoughts.

So I will be turning 32 in a couple of days.  Kind of sad about this...  I remember turning 30 and having twin infants one on a ng-tube with lots of issues, both girls, tons of preemie issues, and we were lucky to go out to dinner that night with friends.  My Aunt MaryAnn babysat the twins.  Baili was only out of the NICU for a month and a half and Kirra for a couple.  We forgot her stethoscope and well lets say my aunt was a little nervous to say the least to care for the twins.  No sleep, working like crazy, and home life was so tiring... I barely remember 30 and don't know where the last few years have gone?

I look at my life today, and I think of my children...  I have never thought I could love something so much in my life times two.  They are my birthday present.  The love is unbelievable.  I love you both more than life.  I write this blog for my twins to read one day.  I am not great at keeping photo books, or writing diaries.  I actually don't even have one.  But I hope this blog will be close to my kids hearts one day.  I have missed millions of hours of sleep from you two, I am tired almost every day, I live for you two and I can't express my happiness and luck to have you in my life.  You two are my favorite b-day gift of all.  You both have progressed so much since my 30th b-day.  I can't wait for the years to come.  I love you two more than life.

Now I am thinking what you two will be like on my 44 b-day and you guys will be 14 oh the thoughts... I hope to raise you two to be very nice successful happy human beings.  That's my wish well one of them anyway.  Love you.

I love you lots!

Love,
The Mommy!