Don't Blink.

Nurse Kim from St. Joesph's Hospital - Only one nurse that saved my babies life, she's a BIG deal, BIG deal in our life. Haven't seen her in over a yr and there were over 2.000 people there and we ran into her first. Seem ironic? I thank God for her and all the nurses at St. Joe's - beyond words. She knew my kids names and who was who. I guess we made a mark being there for 15 weeks.

My Kirra love.

Baili Julia Ideker

Twins

Baili and Kirra :-)

Twin Love.

Kirra Ruthi Ideker

Dear Life,
Please slow down a little. My twins are getting too big and I'm afraid that by tomorrow they will be teenagers if I'm not careful. And I remember when I was a teenager.
Sincerely,
Katie

Dear Baili,
Please keep smiling at me every morning. I couldn't get through the day without you. You are everything to me. God chose me to raise you and I couldn't be happier. You are the funniest person in the world. Please never quit dancing. I have never known a comedian that dances so much! The end. PS- I love you very much even if you do. Also thank you for being so beautiful and smart. It simply makes things so wonderful.
Love you a billion infinity equal to Kirra (just saying),
Your Mama

Dear Kirra,
Please keep yelling, "Mama Mama MA-MA BED!!!!!!" It truly is funny. Please keep being here for Baili and I. You truly are the "best-est" daughter and sister anyone could ever ask for and be around!!! Also thank you for being so beautiful and smart. It simply makes things so wonderful. I can't believe I was a "part" in creating you - you are seriously the sweetest baby on Earth!!
Love you a billion infinity too equal to Baili (just saying),
Your Mama

Dear Work,
No matter how hard you are. I am thankful I have you in our economy and I pray each night to God for being here for me. Did I say I enjoy my job too? I DO! Not a lot of people can say that. I do!
Thank you,
Katie

Dear Body,
Please return to your former state of cuteness before I had the twins. No, really, it's been almost 2yrs already and you are still are not pretty.
Love,
Katie

Dear Mom,
There isn't a day that goes by that I wish you were here. I miss you more than life. I still don't understand why God would take you from me. However I am trying to understand why. No one understands until it happens to them one day. I miss you forever.
Love you,
Your middle daughter

Dear Friends and Family,
I am so dam thankful for all of you. I couldn't imagine my life without ALL of you.
Lots of Love,
Katie